let's go get high

"I was always an unusual girl, my mother told me that I had a chameleon soul. 

No moral compass pointing me due north, no fixed personality. 

Just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide as wavering as the ocean. 

And if I said that I didn’t plan for it to turn out this way I’d be lying- because I was born to be the other woman. 

I belonged to no one- who belonged to everyone, who had nothing- who wanted everything 

with a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me 

to the point that I couldn’t even talk about- 

and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me."